sometimes... thing's don't go the way they're supposed to, and that's perfectly fine. i'll learn how to become a better, strong person. sometimes people the people who aren't supposed to let you down, do. and that's also fine because it'll teach me to become dependent on myself. however, there are other people who will be there for you in your time of need, and i'm going to have to learn from them and always, i mean ALWAYS be there for them. sometimes... things are going to hurt. but that's okay too, because what would life be if everything was perfect!

live&learn to move on kimberly.

Watching Jon&Kate+8 makes me so sad now =(. The babies have grown up so much, but seeing the way Jon&Kate are now is so sad. There's like a gap between each other when they sit in that little green room thing for interviews. =( And... watching Keeping up with the Kardashians makes me want sisters SO SO BADLY! Then again, Helen pointed out that if I had a sister I wouldn't be the Princess.

Speaking of Princess, my Dad woke me up saying "Princess wake up and wash your car! RIGHT NOW!" But.. being the grumpy bear that I am in the mornings I kept sleeping and he got mad. I hate it when he gets mad at me. He always says that he's not going to get me a new car until I learn how to clean this one, and that I don't even know how to wash a car. How is that possible.. is there like a specific formula to wash a car? Maybe I should Youtube it.

Speaking of Youtube, Joanne said that she's going to learn how to do laundry through Youtube. I will NEVER EVER FORGET THAT, JOANNE KIM! Hahaha. We always IM each other about how fast time is going by and how next year everything is going to be different. Sigh... I can't imagine it; in a few months I'm going to be 2 hours away from home. Nala won't be there to distract me, I won't be able to eat bombass food everyday, my Mom won't be able to wake me up every morning, and... I'm going to be completely FREE! So I guess on one hand I'm apprehensive and terrified at the thought of leaving, but on the other I'm really EXCITED and happy to get away. But... I really don't want to leave my Dad. What if something happens and I won't be able to come home in time? :( So scary.

Anyways.. this weekend has been really good! Tonight was like a flashback of what life was during our Freshman&Sophomore year. I really miss those years... So drama-free and... welll just Chill. There's no other adjective to describe those years haha.

Okay....this will be the last random rant:
Today when I went out, my freaking gas tank light was on. I hate it when my family(minus my daddy) take my car because when I get it back I'm always low on gas. Not that I pay for my gas, but I freaking HATE putting in gas! Anyways... I was filling up the tank, and a Mexican guy comes up to me and asks for a dollar so he can get on the bus. I lie and say that I have no cash on me. He goes onto someone else, and his friend comes up to me and asks the same thing, except he remarks "Come on... I know you have money in there." So I reply "Okay how about a quarter?" And so I take out my wallet and I look and there's a grip of change (dammit). So I give him like ... Half of it. There's like a freaking DOLLAR in there! And he asks me for the rest of it. WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT? So I give him like 2 more Nickels and he still wants the rest but I don't give it to him, and eventually he leaves. The two of them stay at the bus stop for like 2 minutes, and as I'm at the stop light, I see them cross the street. THOSE FREAKING BASTARDS DIDN'T EVEN USE THE MONEY FOR THE BUS THEY WERE JUST TRYING TO GET MOTHER FUCKING CHANGE TO GO AND SMOKE AND OTHER BULLSHIT. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! OKAY THAT'S THE LAST FREAKING TIME I EVER DO THAT. EVER EVER!!!!!!!

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by the way... I still have copies if anyone wants one...


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I love Matthew Jun

i haven't blogged in the longest time! well... i started a couple of blogs but i got too lazy to finish some, and i had some private blogs too. but anyways... here's my first public one in a while!

spring break was a lot better than i had expected. i barely got ANY time to rest though :(.
(ERIC WU I AM STEALING YOUR FORMAT!)

SATURDAY- visited SD with my parents, went to south coast plaza to get my Grandma's birthday gift&peek at my graduation gift, then went to santa ana to eat some bombass vietnamese food :).
 
SUNDAY - Grandma's birthday :). happy 84th my favoritest grandma :). church in the morning, tv shopping with my brothers (my brother bought me a new tv!), &party at my aunt's in the afternoon.

MONDAY- BEACH with everyone :) PERFECT weather for the beach! Cocary with tammy helen and michelle, then kindasorta bonfire at david's :)

TUESDAY - 2 year anniversary with tim :). shopping&melting pot

WEDNESDAY - Cabazon and MORONGO with my parents then Cocary again! :)

THURSDAY - probably the most laid back of all of my days! Andrew picked me up and we had nowhere to go.... so we went to AU! we eventually created a group consisting of Richard, Nick, Michelle :)

FRIDAY - got my invisible shield done by my faaaav, jay :)! then timmy&i headed to westco to watch fast and furious... which was FULL! so we went to vivians and chilled, then went to eat Red Robins, FINALLLYYY! yumyums :)

SATURDAY - helped my mumma clean in the morning and drove to westco, picked up timmy, and went to the Stussy sale! ran into Andrew Ma there! :). went home&everyone came over for an Easter/Grandma's confirmation party, then went to church for the rest of the night.
 
SUNDAY - psh of COURSE sunday adventures with my brothers. went to walmart&pretty much chilled around arcadia for the rest of the daaaay! they all left for school for the rest of the week though :(

yupp! pretty good spring break09 :)


that's a good enough update, right?
a little less than 2 months 'til school is over!

it's been a while since i've blogged.. i've been pretty lazy lately lOL.

the weather has been so crazy lately =( it makes me sad. i hate the rain but i know california needs it so i guess it's okay... :T

i got my report card today LOL. i thought my absences were funny...

sorry i'm too lazy to flip it... but yeah LOL it's sad how each period has a different number of absences.

anyways... i'm 18 now! how does it feel? THE SAME. lol! seriously.. i just feel like i can't do as many things as i could when i was 17. sigh =(  by the way .... the day before i turned 18 (february 11th when i was a mere child... HAHAHAHA) i got in an accident. G_G

fuck my life HAHAHAHA
there goes my chances at getting a new car ='( sigh oh well. i love my parents so muccch... =( i was so scared they'd be furious with me but really ... they were okay. i guess i expected worse so when they weren't that bad it was amazing =). sigh i feeel so bad for themm =(
i'm so bored at home .. i didn't want to go out since i got in an accident and tomorrow i'm going out with timmy bear for valentines. but i'm seriously so bored. i went to the mall earlier with my mom... and again later with my brother.
okay i'll finish this blog later... =)